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12 September 2011 @ 10:56 pm


Been customizing it since the morning when I created it, and I'm still not so happy. It's a peachy-pink, coral background (for now) and it's a happy color! I'll just leave the happy color there for now, although I'm itching to change the background to white. I love coral on my nails, coral on my clothes, coral on my lips and coral on my ring(s). But maybe not here. I'm sure it'll grow on me. It's not a big deal, I'm just itching for white!

Had a hard time doing all the widgets and shit! And it's still not working to it's best. My twitter twitcard is not loading at all >:( But it's tiny! I want it tiny! Google to the rescue. I took awhile perfecting the rest without Photoshop. Changing and changing and editing and editing. I had to make do with Word + Screen Cap, Gimp and Photoshop Online! The Word method worked the best. I miss my old laptop with my CS2 Photoshop! Remember my old graphics lj? (: I deleted that, but I still have all the graphics!

I've been here since 2007, and it's definitely time for a change, especially now that I have to change so many things about myself. I hope you'll all still read and comment (: I can't bear to leave my lj ): It feels like I'm tearing a big hole in my heart! I have so many friends here, so many memories. Tough.

It's not just a blog. It's me.

I'll leave this whol archive here for anyone who wants to read it. It contains a big part of me, part of who I am. I may start unlocking the huge chunk of locked posts as well. Except, of course, the extremely personal posts. I'll be back, dear lj (: I can't leave you forever! I'll probably write my more personal stuff here. But put everything on the new one. More photos, general updates, rants etc. i want it to be serious but lighthearted at the same time. Confusing. I feel as if I can't let go of this lj, but it's not as if I have to.

I'm changing the background. I can't deal with it! It's lighter now. Less harsh, more tranquil. I can deal with this. I can do this. I'm not just talking about the color.

Au revoir, livejournal. Miss me, because I'll miss you. Thank you for helping me through the last 5 years of my life, helping me keep my life private and public when needed. Helping me grow and change. Teaching me so many things about HTML. It's time to go.

I'm keeping the name 'sarahlmodiel' though. It works.